The first of the lasts

So tonight was my last Christmas celebration with my mom's side of the family. It was crazy because I had no idea how I was going to have such a hard time realizing that I'll probably not see a lot of them for at least two and a half years. At one point I had to go to another room because I was crying, I honestly didn't think I'd get that emotional about it. I only see most of them once a year at Christmas, but it was crazy just thinking about the idea that I won't see them on Christmas Eve Eve like I do every year. I'm so blessed to have such a big and loving family, and I honestly felt so supported and loved tonight.